Please don't judge me. You don't know me. Just read and leave.

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Hurt

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other. And maybe each time, we've been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this goodbye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.

Friday, August 2, 2013

I love you

“Sometimes you want to say, “I love you, but…”
Yet the “but” takes away the ‘I love you’. In love their are no ‘buts’ or ‘if’s’ or ‘when’. It’s just there, and always. No beginning, no end. It’s the condition-less state of the heart. Not a feeling that comes and goes at the whim of the emotions. It is there in our heart, a part of our heart…eventually grafting itself into each limb and cell of our bodies. Love changes our brain, the way we move and talk. Love lives in our spirit and graces us with its presence each day, until death.

To say “I love you, but….” is to say, “I did not love you at all”.

I say this to you now: I love you, with no beginning, no end. I love you as you have become an extra necessary organ in my body. I love you as only a girl could love a boy. Without fear. Without expectations. Wanting nothing in return, except that you allow me to keep you here in my heart, that I may always know your strength, your eyes, and your spirit that gave me freedom and let me fly.” 

Thursday, August 1, 2013

I had enough

People come and go.

I just don't know why is it so hard for them to understand me and i always have to take care of their feelings. But mine? No one ever care. It's not like i want their attention. I just need someone who can understand me and will never hurts me. Well, i know sometimes someone you really love and care for will hurts you too. At least not every time. 

Don't you guys know i've been hiding my tears from you?! I'm tired. I'm just like other normal girls.

Each person has a specific reason why they can't do something. SO DO I. It's not like i'm being selfish but i'm being alert around me. There must be a reason why.

So, please. Think before you say something that might hurt my feelings.


I'M DEEPLY HURTING